Becoming Wild Tantrika

I know I am the slowest writer ever.

You must be wondering why? The reality is I am so frequently lost in the Plant Kingdom that I can think of nothing else. It was only Friday, two days ago when I was being seduced by the Forest. The evergreen one that lives on the other side of my house. It is filled with mighty Conifers that grow green all year round. They are native beings from these parts, in a place our kind named the South Down’s.

But today, I have crawled out of the forest, on my hands and paws to tell you the lore of the Wild Tantrika.

A Serpent Woman with extraordinary Senses. The one whose hips move to the rhythm of the Cosmos. The one dripping in warm liquid that reminds you of summer rains. A delectable source of Power, Wisdom and Beauty. A prose of pregnant pause, the void and infinity.

And it all began with a little tab that dissolved on my tongue.

Or maybe she was always there, my constant silent guardian, who looked over me when I nursed my first heartbreak to the time when I caused another one.

A beat of heart in a sack of bones. And curves and undulations. A being made entirely of Water and Earth, Fire and Spirit.

But really it began when I awoke. The moment I encountered the great Goddess Kundalini.

Wild Tantrika communicates with Plants. You know when you swallow water for the first time after a long thirst, or you experience the first tremors of an orgasm, Plants send their signals deep within our receptors, and our electromagnetic powers intercept their plasma, their Prana.

There’s nothing to do then but to be aware of your own supreme blissful state, vibrating in a state of Samadhi.

How did this begin?

Did it begin when I climbed my first ever Mango tree and watched the moths flutter their lilac wings? Or did it begin when I pierced an Earthworm with my hook to use as bait to catch the fish? Or the time when I saw that green Snake whose fluorescent eyes locked into mine?

Not sure, but I know where I am now. It’s nearly Sunset, so I will take my Music and go to green glade where the forest floor is beginning to awake. I will take my little basket and harvest wild nettle, growing abundantly in the woods near the corn field. It begins with the Sun.